Finally

Today the whole morning (before recess)  We again sat in the hall hearing teacher talking and talking and talking. My legs literally were aching after about an hour sitting D: And I wore pinafore today so like you all know, it's VERY limited for me to sit in different ways (curse youuuu long speech!!)

I am in 4 Usaha which (can say lah) the second class since 4 Setia's are all the straight A's student. Since I got 6 A's and 1 B then I'm in the second class. Vivien is in the same class as me too. But I am not 100% happy
NOT because Vivien is with me no no not that, I am happy she is with me(: Is just that, Lee is not with us.. She is in 4 Bakti (3rd class) Too be honest, I really though we can be in the same class.

But I am keeping my head up high by thinking ''hey, we still hang out right? We taking same tuition some more and same stream (:''

And while on the way back from to class to put our bags, Lee suddenly said ''to be honest, I think we won't be as close later''
Vivien and I was like ''Who say? who say?''
I just don't want that to happen.. my god

I do have to admit, I am the type of girl who NEEDS a best friend with me or else I will think being in this place alone is just worthless since I am really shy around hyper, not shy written over their face type of people a.k.a very sociable people. I can make friends but it takes time for me to open up so maybe right before I could open-up my 'new' friends might already judge me by saying (example) ''wow.. she is really shy'' ''damn I didn't know you're that boring'' ''can't seem to picture you as one of us...''

Or when I already open-up they will 'judge' me by saying (example) ''wow her jokes are lame'' ''I can't believe she is crazy over bla bla bla''

Wow, I am (kinda) open a lot about my feelings today >< At least it's good to let it out once a while(:
Alright then:)