ending

why hello there :) 

Before I start, I know I know I've abandoned this blog way too long but hey, you got to give this girl some slack as *long pause* she's becoming less inspiring. I have no idea what I should blog about these past couple of weeks. Well I can blog about anything but I just don't know where to start.. 

Today is a rather chilly Saturday. This sort of weather just makes you want to snuggle up in your bed for the entire morning/afternoon with your comfy pillow to your stuff toys or someone special *wink wink*. So as you all may know, today is Christmas Eve! Happy holidays everyone! I've never celebrate Christmas before, sadly. I really want to get into the moment where you get out of the household to hunt for gifts for the love ones and have gatherings doesn't matter big or small, decorate the exterior and interior of the house with jolly and bright decorations and put up a Christmas tree finish with loads of presents underneath it and when the big day arrives, we all gather with our love ones and exchange gifts. Ahh just the thought of it makes me warm on the inside. To fulfill this wish of mine, when I grow up, I want to celebrate with my love ones too no matter what and someday celebrate with my kids. 

As we all know, the year 2011 is about to come to an end. I'm having a tough time believing it for some reason. I feel like it swift by in a blink of an eye and I couldn't stop asking myself  ''...have I achieved something throughout the year yet ?''  ''Am I ready to start a new beginning ?''  ''What on earth I did for the past 11 months plus !?'' 

Scary, no? 

to be continue I hope

x toodles!